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An Italian-American citizen who is not very much of either but lives in Rome, anyway, and is not really sure where she's going next or if she's going at all.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Possibilidades

Eight whole days and not a post in sight. I've been in NYC, just got back yesterday at 1:15AM, and don't have at home internet access anymore. What did you expect?

I don't want to talk about NYC. That's for me. It went well, that's enough to say. It's all too big of a mess in my head right now for me to sort it all down into electronic ink.

Went to the Muddy Cup last night to do (what else?) internet and listen to some music and just get out of the house. I was watching this guy in a pink shirt who reminded me an awful lot of an ex of mine. I wanted to talk to him but i'm not extroverted enough. I'll have to work up some courage regarding things like that.

But it's focus time. It's crunch time. Graduation is in 1.5 weeks and I have NO clue what the hell i'm doing or how or why and i'm just grateful that i'm moving forward. The world will know where i'm at when I get there, not a second sooner. That is, come the end of this month I could be working for CBS and living in a snazzy apartment in NYC. I could be in Chile, teaching English and liasoning with NGO's working in Sustainable Development. I could be smoking Hashish with Valentina on a beach in Fregene, Rome or working on Organic Farms in Tuscany.

It all sounds lovely to me.